i dont understand mothers. they're.. argh. u know what word i'm gonna use anyway. so yeah. whatever.

who the f do they think they are. yes, they brought us up. but so? are they gonna bother us for the rest of our lives? com'on, i need to grow up. i need to learn, to experience, so i wun make mistakes in the future. all you ever do is to scold me. i wont learn at all! by scolding, all you do is make me angry, and also more eager to do whatever you're stopping me from doing now when i've got the freedom. its plain obvious i'll dye my hair and peirce my ear after i'm free from you. and you know why? its because you refrained me from doing so now. its you. its your fault. absence makes the heart grow fonder. you dont let me know, in the future, i'll over do it. i will. i'll kill to do.

and sry to the guys. rly like topsy turvy today. mood like swingy, and feeling sick.

finally felt better at ard 6 plus. but kinda late to find u all le.

so i went to find my yr and sam lee, and watched bourne ultimatum. okay la. nice show. pass.


a lil conve~

hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
haha
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
IF i can resist and control myself from shouting
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
i would be much happier
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
who cares about unfairness
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
my family has the most unfairness in all the families i;ve seen
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
which father openly says he likes one child and hates the other?
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
which father spends a few thousand on one son's golf set without any complaint and doesnt even bother bout the other
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
which father buys 3 ipods for one son and doesnt even know that the other son doesnt even have one?
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
which father doesn't mind driving one son the sch from pasir ris to bishan everyday but complains when the ther son wants him to send once a week from pasir ris to east coast
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
dunno? i tell you. my father
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
and nope. when he scold, no one talks
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
he asks qns, every one says yes
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
no crying, or he'll scold more
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
even when u rly gna break down, u must hang in there just to save ur ass
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
thats my father for u

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SHEL says:
but hadnt u tried asking her why? or ur dad.

hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
haha. given up. no point.
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
thats why u dun understand my family lah
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
there's this unspoken rule. whatever is said from my parents, its final. no qns asked.
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
at all.
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
dun even think of thinking why or how
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
juz shut the fuck up and do, whether u know its right or wrong
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
if u know its wrong, juz dont bother correct them, juz do it wrongly and let them see that is wrong.
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
when they realise its wrong, dun correct them, just wait till they find out for themselves
hopes are meant to get you high, before making you give them up. says:
then juz be an idiot and continue lo

sigh. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.