the wedding table gifts (forgot what they are called)

find them really really nice. hahaha.



nothing much happened to today. reached school at 2. had an hour of law lecture(do tut3!), and off i went for cca booth. i guess OM, well, uhm, .. time spent = booth doing nothing > OM

:x

talk to huiwen. hahaha. updated on so much stuff. lol. like how some stupid people can go gaga over a slight bit of attention. oh, oops.


will be riding tmr in sch's swimming pool! LOL. crazy shit. hahaha. i totally cant wait to see how it will go. hahahaha.


wheee.


cyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. dont mug too hard. let me shine :D once, pleeeaaassseeee??


haven been here much. mainly because..........................

i dont have anything to write about =(



life's slowing down to a halt. as it always does.

lolipop's alright. messy and totally squeezy. according to alec, they underestimated the 4500 crowd that turned up. LOL. rightts.

and as quoted by sharon from maffees, we were 'vibrating on the spot'. hahaha.

and zhizhong and i, uhm, vibrated together. yeah. nothing else happened. lol.


and we went off early before midnight =( sigh.



went for a wedding today. my cousin's. nicee experience.

hmmm... yeah. nthn much.



and then thr's sch tmr. I NEEDA FOCUS AND STUDY! please please please whoever up there, dont let any one get in my way and distract me! i wanna study. i really want to =(


okay, i dont want to. but i must have better. sigh.


it tough doing something so seriously, but its a million times worse when its something you hate doing.


but. i'll do it. to show everyone i can.


then again, it might be bcos i'm too bored :/




oh well. lalalaa. there's really nthn alr. listening to oldies, thanks to fird and my 3month ago mp3.

westlife, A1, backstreetboys, and some gAy HSM(ps. i skipped them)

tata~


I'M SUPER DEAD TIRED.

cant believe it. by 6pm, i was alr blown out.


sigh. was late by around 4mins today. skipped gems, went with DHRMP01ROXZXZXZZZ to SPGG and bowled! hahahaha. such fun people i swear.

then off to settlers'/mind's cafe to chill with matas! laughed till we all nearly died.

hahaha. teletubbies, roll roll roll then jump!, *puts long plastic tube in mouth* banana!, bowls + aunties = dishwasher!

hahahaha. funny shit. lol.


got tut to do. and i'll be off sleeping super early tonite.

buaizxzxzxzzz.


shucksss. unproductive day in terms of sch work.

din do anything. din study. grrh.


on the other hand, went gym. yup. shall go more often. haha. but no matter how, it cant beat playing sports ten times over.

ARGH, its 1.30am. mmr at 8am tmr. DIE LAH.

to ms kwa, if you happen to search my blog in class and see this, and if i dont turn up, sorry :x i'm probably 10mins late or so. and i'd probably just drop dead in my tracks half way preparing for sch if i know i'm late alr.

argh. die lahhhh. bleh. MUST SUTDY TMR I DONT CARE.

anyways, thr's matas meeting tmr! cool yay. minds cafe :DDD


cya all.


hey ho. entered lecture late today. abit malu. haha. nvmind. get used to it.

went for org. mngmnt. dumb shit :x (OOPS) anyways, hahaha. pm marks FTW! its 15% u know! *pushes specs up, geek smile* 8)

yeh, yeeeaahhhhh.
*sips styrofoam cup*


whahaha. evil ;)

then went home. met justina. HAHAHAHA. he reads my blog you know. heh.

anyways, going home straight after sch is actually very okay. hm. shall do that everyday. it kinda feels good actually. getting home early, having things at a comfortable pace, and just, you know. slow and easy. heh.

alrights then. i'll try to prepare ard 5 pages of mmr. and the next few paras for law. oh yah! i remembered we had to google for a lawyer. yeah. and and. the mcq's for OM. alrights :DDD

off to get a good nice bath. wheeeee~


hohoho. i'm backk!

it was such fun navigating around this blog. haha. love it to bits.

alrights. i just woke up. and its a pretty nothing-to-do day yet again. oh wells.

i dont know man. i hate weekends cos i dont have anything to do. but neither do i like weekdays cos, well. who likes?

sigh. this is badd.


WONDERFULL NEW BOGSKIN. i swear its soo interesting it captivated me for awhile.

gosh. cool shit.

hahaha. anyways, congratz to those who figured out how to move ard. i took some time.


sigh. is SP really making me dumb. i hope not.


anyway, boring weekends again. lalalaa. live with it man. live with it.


shall have so much fun tmr updating this thingyyy. haha. fun fun.


nights for now then~

missyou. nomatterwhat.


sometimes, it doesnt take an impactful incident or occurance to change one's decision.

sometimes, the way we adapt towards isnt just how we exactly want it to be.

sometimes, it just happens. a split second, a whole difference.


in life, we have to give up on alot of things. everyday, decisions are made. its morning, and should i wear this or that. should i eat a decent lunch or just any takeaway.

and many times, we live with the consequences. a wasted trip, an extra dollar spent.

but, no matter how bad this is, it is still definitely worse than being left hanging in the middle, unable to make a decision as to whether the left turn is better than the right, the green apple is better than the red.

we choose, and knowingly, it isn't the choice we want, the choice we prefer. but despite that, we also know that some choices arent meant to be, and will never be.

trying to sneak past defences and into an area of indefinite, the insensibilty of opting for things that never were, only lands you up in dispair and shame.

the fear of being taunted and discriminated, the egoistic nature of us all, never wanting to be looked down upon or be thrown a rejection, eventually will make us fall for the 2nd choice, the inferior and unwanted, but yet assuringly safe option. and as time goes by, we try to comfort ourselves that it has been the right decision, by only avoiding it.

then again. what do i know. its just some useless thought.

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skipped school today. stayed at home. let boredom get the better of me. killed myself 10 times over. whatelse?

iswak2, which is tka(they kiss again), makes xiangqin irritating again.

finished up on naruto/bleach.


haven studied. motivation lost.



i suddenly forgot how to interact with humans. staying in this empty house with people who dont seem family can really make one go insade and wish he had the balls to bite his own tongue to ease any psychological pain.

sucks.


so many things have happened.

so so many.

like for example, blogger refuses to start again.

school has been a twist of sweet and spicy. such a love hate affair.

theres too much to say, and too little to speak of.

totally feel like changing blog. or maybe not blog again, since i'm pretty boring this time round.

tralalaa.


AND THRS ALWAYS A SUPER LOVING TEACHER PEEPING AROUND US! hahaha.



hi, ms kwa :D


byebyeeesss.

(see. yet another redundant post b'cos i'm too lazy to recall anything i nthe day. urgh.)


here i am after my 1st day back in sch.

and i just went thru my lesson for tmr.

wait. went through my lesson? FOR TMR?! gawd, is that shaun?!



hell yes, i am.

I Am Mugger. lol. i'm seriously gna try to work harder.

i've been thinking last night, that with a current gpa of 2.5 cumulatitive, i'd need a 3.6 fot the 2 sems that are coming up in order to get a grand total of 3.3 overall. and 3.3 is just about the bare minimum.

yes, i'm gonna start. i had BETTER start.

sighs. of only i was born smart.


talk about smart, went out with my smart/perfectionist/and everything nice amandaxiongdi just now. haha. such a nice girl. LOL. NERD. 8)

and i miss dhrmp01. <3 you guys. meet up pleeaaseee.


*pss xiongdi. if you're reading this, you'd better treat me to something good! i'm giving you good rep you know!*


anyways, off to sort out my timings. see when i'm free, when for sports, study, etc.

cyas.


hahaha. my life has been pretty, uhm. how do i put this. haha.

been home all day long these past few days, finish almost 15hours of iswak. whooo. the ending IS indeed nice. haha. she finally became cute and not as irritating as ever!

chatted with amanda xiongdi till 6.30am yty. haha. gawd she ahh. soo nicee :DDD

and she just intro'ed me this RETARDED GAME!! hahahaha. more like a questionaire. but the questions are all those totally out of the box and stupid qns. ahaha. and its making me go wth every time, every question.

gawd.

I'LL KILL YOU!

rawr. lol.


hv nothing much to post about. haha.

lets start from flag day. got a grand total of 0 dollars. hehe. now THATS a record.

went pool-ing again. haha. its so, 1yr ago. when i first came to sp and knew DMC01. pool-ing sessions seemed continuous, daily. lol. it was so different then. peace and ignorance.

aight. and i was pangsehed today by some person. shall kill her one day. fwahaha.
thus/therefore/as a result, i stayed at home the whole day. doing, you got it, nothing. so long, nights.

ps, dun u dare pangseh me again. i'll kill u. rawr.


hell yeah. blogger's finally loading. LOL.

knowing me, things that are 48hrs ago have long been forgotten. hmm. i just cant recall what i wanted to post yty n 2days ago.

anyways, fop's been really fun. me and matt got 2 wonderful classes. lets not compare any further, but plainly, both our classes RAWRK ASSSZ. okiieees, wtv.

hahaha.

1st day was bonding day, and we did station games. and my class BULLIED ME. lol. my pair of slipp-dals were thrown here and there, from one corner of the room the the other. wth ._. I'M GONNA GET BACK AT Y'ALL!

2nd day.. hm. convention centre stuff. we won the BEST DRESSED! WHAHAHA. yayness. best dressed, best dressed, best dressed. wheeee.

3rd day, spice training. yepp. haha.

what can you expect from an instructional tutorial on laptops. hah, right.


anyways, lalalaa. super tired. i shld be off. forgot what i wna say alr. really missing out lotsa stuffs. haha.


oh. school's starting. damned.


WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH BLOGGER. stupid ass shit. refreshed for like 30-odd times. pfft.

hm. so anyways. what happened so far. lemme see.

there's fop tmr. i mean, later. as in, in 3hrs time. yeap. sleep. yup. rest. yup. soon.

pray i get a wonderful class. hahaha. wtv.



i know i wont. at least then it'll be normal.


hmmm. maffees had some stay over shit yty. MATAS, please lets have at least AN outing. ONCE? pretttyyy pleeeaassseee?

sigh. why wed cannot! grrh. matt organise everyone MUST say yes la.


boohoo. maple journey ending soon. very soon.

iswak is greatly nice. haha. but i swear. she's really the dumbest T**T i've ever seen. wtfhomg. for one, i wont be able to stand her.

hmmm. i've realised something, but i shall only say it with one sentence. go figure.

for my entire life, the one i work hard with for the one i work hard for always end up to be the one my work goes to.


right. doesnt mean its good, doesnt mean its bad. but it always isnt the best. thats for sure.

nights all.


changed to a new skin! looks to typical now ._.

anyways, boring today. nothing to do, yada yada.

mum threatened to cut off the internet for tonite, so i'm off loading 5 episodes of it started with a kiss alr. whahaha.

i'm prepared.

i'm 20% away from quitting maple. thats ard 2hrs to go.

congratz shaun, you've just gotten your life back.

its amazing. things are changing. for good and bad. haha. gets kinda amusing to watch things become different from what they once were, and discover how you never knew.

hmm. whatever. i'm just bored. WHERE'S MY AH LIANZZZZ / RICH ATM MACHINE?!

hahahaha.

can matas please find a day free for yourselves and me? i'm dying to meet up. lol. you'll get jealous VERY EASILY when u have 2 good friends from maffees blabbering each night about how their day went. with the maffees. LOL.

sucks. tata~


after a few hundred days(or part thereof), i've done many stuffs. i've worked for people wanting to buy the world's top 10 unhealthy food, i've sat in a coffin for 4straight hours from 1am to 5am in a pitch dark environment, i've played a stupid time wasting, and even more money wasting game which is utter boring, i've faked a few faces and made some smile, i've shaved off my hair(yep. for those who still dont know, i have done the impossible)..

oh yeah. i've done quite alot.

anyways, just wanna say, i'm back :DD