i miss everyone. i miss all my secondary school people. i think i'll just name all i can think of now.

*typed abt 50 and decided that this would be a much better way to say it all out*

- the TWE people
- 4R06
- the random other people who ive met and shared a part of my life with.

sighs. i miss twe. but they seem to hv forgotten me, and the rest of us. seems like only a few seniors are remembered. sighs. oh well. its so hard. sch was like all about twe then. haha. but it was really fun lah, even with all the stress and all. sighs. i miss them. julie &yimei esp. sighs.

and then there is 4R06. the soccer gang, the dance we had. sigh. chang song, sam lee, sam tang, yuren, ryan, ruiqi, charlene, shirley, adam, hakimbo, anavil, rachel, mervyn, etc. so many more. sighs. if only our whole class retained. what a wish.

i so wanna cry. really just break down. or maybe, just maybe, i dont know.

quoted from a conve with huiwen..


im not here for your entertainment. says:
i guess i really need to move on
im not here for your entertainment. says:
but how
sorry doesn't seem to be the hardest word. it already is. says:
me too
im not here for your entertainment. says:
oh why am i asking u
sorry doesn't seem to be the hardest word. it already is. says:
i know how. but i know it cant be done either
sorry doesn't seem to be the hardest word. it already is. says:
thats wrse than not knowing how, isnt it?
im not here for your entertainment. says:
true

ouch. sighs.

please dont drink. told you not to. i know you're sad and feeling down, but you've a best fren here. so stop it. its worrying, even for as your best fren sees you like this by the side, helpless, and incapable of doing the least bit to help you.