i dont know this feeling. its weird. argh.

stayed at home the entire day after i woke up at 2pm. naruto-ed finish the entire season 1, then ate stuff, blah blah, and went off to lalaland once again at 6pm. till 12pm. and now, i'm wide awake. sigh.

sometimes i just hate songs. they really pull at your emotions. they can really bring back memories far better than anything else can. it seems as if, you've returned back to the certain time, where the memory was special. you're reliving it again, a 2nd time. but this time, you're seeing how everything went. at the side, looking.

its e learning week, dumb. but i've to go back to sch for web publishing tmr. 10-3. sigh.

on tues, its wakeboarding at pasir ris.

econs and pr outing on wed. sigh.

and the tons of e learning stuffs to be completed.

i think the boring life's coming back. its times like these, that make me wonder, do i really prefer a busy schedule over a quiet and boring one? i always complain when i'm bored and alone, that i'd prefer the busier schedule, and i'd like it no matter how busy it was. but it will be times like such instances, that make me wonder, does that statement ever stand true even through the hard times?

argh.

i might like someone.
but i dont think it'll be a wise decision.

someone's missing out from my life recently.
but she seems to be occupied with other people.

i havent met some people for a long time.
and i think i miss them quite a bit.

i'm confused with my life again. confusion confusion.

i realised, without naruto, my life has returned to the stagnant form it once was, again.

seriously, thats how much a simple thing can affect me so much. argh.

you're missed, people. looking back at the times we had, argh, its something thats unjustifiable to let go. anyways, it cant just go. cant.