its true, that your mouth is yours only and truely. its true we cant control it for you. but sometimes, talk less of such crap and stop being so self centred and attention monopolising would help others change their perspective of you. stop blaming others, cos the reason you gave just plain suck. think whether you did your part as well. its not what we lacked, its what you missed out. we gave all a chance, you missed it, too bad. you've only yourself to blame, not others. ridiculious excuses. plain rubbish. if you missed the train, dont blame the train for being on schedule, blame yourself for strolling. same, its not tat we din open up, but its that something went wrong somewhere. so i dont see it as our fault, should i? we offered the donation, you din take it. dont blame us when you go broke.

the above paragraph has no intended audience, though if you think you suit the intended audience to a tee, i'd gladly accept the honour of being the one to awaken you from your sleep.

life's such a bltch.

i'm tired. tired tired tired. school's boring, the class's divided cos everyone wants attention of their own and are unwilling to mix(note: everyone, not any particular clique, which unfortunately but expectedly occured. everyone. as in E.V.E.R.Y.O.N.E), and the stupid tennis competition thingy is stiill bugging me. i really wanna juz go wakeboarding. i dont want tennis. but how. argh.

do you know why the class isnt able to mix? because no one is willing to give and take. simple as that. everyon thinks that they're too good for another person, and their clique surpasses another by a league. but is it true? nope. for example, if we were to have a class event, say, making one of those vids like TP's CMM did, it'd be impossible. there would be people saying they're not free, they dont feel like it, some feel its stupid, some are just plain lazy, so are overly enthu, and some dont know what the heck is going on. thats why we cant get things done together. if you're not free, are you saying you have something more important than class bonding? putting whatever hates and dislikes aside, class is supposed to last, for ours, 3yrs. so no matter how, you are using that time to mix with your friends, or to some, aquaintences, for 3yrs! isn't that something you should keep your time for? for those who dont feel like it, you have totally no right to say anything if the class or a majority of people abandon you. why? you asked for it. why dont you feel like it? too childish? too unserious? redundant? oh-its-so-not-in-the-textbook-leh? if it is so, that seriously, quit poly and mainly, get the fuck out of DMC. you know, you are like a pig in the diamond refining laboratory, a hairband in the frying pan. you totaly do not belong here. sorry, but just, fuck off for the sake of your health, and more imptly, ours, cos i dont quite give a damn about you. if you think its stupid, then all you have to do is to read those sentences before, since they pretty much cover you too. there's not textbook in DMC, it isnt diploma in Media and Textbook Communications, or diploma in Media and Communications from the Textbook. nah, pizz off. its DMC, lively, fun and full of shit. if textbooks are the way to go for you, have fun working at Popular, auties will love you for your enthusiasm in those compiled peices of paper for the dummies.

arh. i should just stop. before everyone brings a cannon and eyes fill with rays of hatred to me in school some day soon. bleah, i'm superman. just bring kryptonite.


tired. frustrated. pissed. drained. violatile. explosive. highly.