i feel. i'm living my life wrongly. somewhat. or rather, to put it in another way, i'm not living the life i want. i dont fancy such a life. i want a different life.

my life is boring, senseless, empty. a 1 man island life.

guess i shall lay down some terms and try *cross fingers* to keep them right ba.

i shall quieten down and be emo again.
i shall not even think of getting into any r'l ship.
i shall get used to solitude.

and i think what will help me with the above 3 will be a psp. hm. i'll get that and i'll see how. hm.

guess its time for a change.