when a song touches your heart so sharply it feels as if the lyrics slit your tongue in halves.

when you simply dont know what to do at all. for the umteenth time, it repeating this same routine over again like a tape recorder, which captured only the pain and agony, and sorrow and distress.

when you know somethings you totally should not, and you have somethings you would want to say but could not.



when you see him and her. a him and your her.

when the sound that cripples the toughest heartbeat within, is the silence that comes by when the heart shatters into dust.

when you are unsure.

when you have no answer.

pending; you're left guessing. hoping and hanging.



when the lyrics feel like gold; not only in value and sincerity of how true it is, but also the obsessive weight pulling lower than ever.


sigh.