i have to urge to blog. pretty many things have been happening by. but idk, blame it on my stm. oh well, god have me stm for a reason. but shit, why cant i forget things i wanna never remember?

Om test is flooding my mind. partly idk how big is it. i mean, if u dont know if its big ornot, you would be worried that it could be big. the probabilty is frightening. hm. then again, om. breagth.

suddenly, i swear byebye-mariahcarey has hooked me up for a sec. and that aside, her vid is damn sweet. i mean, her lah. she's damn sweet in the vid. ahh, visual satisfaction :)

since i dont think i want an iphone anymore, i decided to look up a few other stuffs. Xperia caught my eye. ultimately, i really want it. but its a damn long wait more. if i were to wait till then, i guess my itchy self would jump at the iphone before its out. grrh. WHY THE FISH CANT YOU RELEASE IT EARLIERRRR?!!!

no choice, guess i'll go with F700. cheapo, but. its the only QWERTY and touch phone out thr.


you loved me and obviously,
there's so much more left to say
if you were with me today face to face

i wish i could talk to you for awhile,
miss you but i try not to cry.


what else is there? hm. fw on tues. gems on wed. bleh, wth man. just when i thought mmr was over and a break was all mine to live for. oh well. shit happens, eh?

miss quite alot of people.
i dont know how to start talking to some people. person, whatever.
for one of the few times in my life, i really canNOT predict whats gonna happen down this road. usually, its quite obvious. this? its spankingnew.
quite thankful to some person for really showing me what an ass i am, sometimes. how one can really, idk, quoted from the drama, liar game, stupidly honest.

so how's my life? its an upside down bowl of nuts and chew tossed around with gum and stew. damn. nonsensical rhyming.

okay fine. its a mess.

but what's interesting is that as i live my life, i notice how things go by, and i understand why they happen. its all interesting when things link up, somehow, magically.

sigh. dont know. ahhhhhhhhh. inject life, puh-lease.

now the hardest thing to say is bye bye.