somehow, watching the documentary about beijing olympics is really.. argh. looking at all the preperations, the people at work, the jobs, and the atheletes. somehow, it puts makes it seem as if my life now is already so easy, and yet. i'm stressing the freak out. its mmr, only. somehow, i do know that its actually a simple 60page report. yes, long, but in fact, it isnt really trickly or complicated. however, it is already blowing me over. and guess what. looking at those beijing people, i'm going crazy.

then my com crashed. i'm still very frustrated and desperate about it. my data is gone. and at such a time. i have to make a special trip to some alexandra technopark which is out of the way to fix it. argh.

and mmr. i dont know what to say. its only 1 more week. is anything else more important.

fucking stressed lah shit.