tralalala. i just felt like blogging. somehow, just felt like it. emotionally spurred i guess.

let me see what can i ever type out. hmmm. oh yeah. i'm bored. hate om. fw is lingering somewhere at the back of my mind. and the tab spore dreaming is infront of me. yes, i gd damn needa watch that show for my gems. bah.

i just finished a huge pack of popcorns today. $5.80. huge huge bag. gah. *pinches fats* ><

there's timing for everything. somehow, even though i know its wrong or to say the very least, unfair to think like this, and definitely unbeneficial for me, but but but. i still believe that everything is there or happens for a reason. someone up there is doing something we cant decide or insist. i mean, there's this way of putting it. i guess, too many shit have happened to me. and as well, during the same life span, wonderful things have happened too. but my point is, all these great things have never been planned or anticipated.

as a result, i always deem that things will only go well if i dont expect from it. so, i guess, its not that i dont want to. its that i dont want to make it fail.

oh well, excuses, aint it? wonder.

i'm just blabbering. suddenly wanna wakeboard.


guess i just wanna excel at something. anything. but god just doesnt allow i guess. short basketballer. lazy runner. adrenaline-seeking book lover. a happy-go-lucky who can cry at will.

plain ironic. confused, or toyed with by god. depends on how you see it.


haiya. bored lah. 9am ppr tmr. better get some bloody sleep else i'll be late. or so my mum says. hm. ciao.