the urge is back. temptation. lustful thoughts. totally makes my mind go in whirls of excitement and dizzyness.

i've sent an email to an american importer to inquire about a fish! goddamnnn. hope he responds and the deal will succeed. just praying it will remain under the 600 budget i set for myself, but i have a strong feeling it'll reach 750-800.

damnn. if not, i shall get a terrapin. its 300US yo. hehe. cant wait.

gosh. i cant believe i can get so excited over legal pets. for the past 17yrs, have only known that the legal ones were boring. finally found some fun ones. :D:D:D

i tell you. looking and reading forums from people overseas where, lets not talk about boas and pythons, but even venomous snakes are allowed, the depression i'm suffering from is really driving me to hougang hospital.

hohoho. cant wait. needa try to get another tank. my dad just threw away my old one and he, being the loser, is apparently against buying of tanks, fish, pets.. uhm, wait. he's against everything. everything i want.


an albino lungfish, here i come :D

i'm gonna write a formal report-proposal to my parents. show them how committed i'll be. humph. egg-citing.