was listening to big big world, lying around on my revamped bed and staring at the ceiling. and my thoughts began to wander off like a chain, with one issue connected to another.

its like, we're here, alive. whats our purpose, exactly. i mean, we all will die one day. so why do we live our life now? are we looking forward and preparing for the next step? and why do some people die earlier than others? and life, why do things happen like how they do? billions have lived and died, the next million is anytime soon. so whats going to happen? what do we live here for?

our memories. each activity, each person, each encounter, each food we eat, eat thing we buy. they're like a grain of sand, slowly filling up. why? why do we remember? why do we learn?

and 80years. it isnt a long time. at all, really. its FREAKING short, if you still dont get it. limited, restrained, clocked, tight, flash. its really a short time.

hmmm. then the song ended.

was in a more.. low-keyed mood alr.

alas, here i am. and after this, i'm gonna watch the special for 1ltr of tears. you should totally know whats coming.

shakugan no shana II,21. not bad.

tatas, 2hrspecial. me, tissue box, veoh player. check.