i just cried. for the first time this year.

http://www.jsonline.com/news/wisconsin/64677772.html

a story of a dad, with his precious littl tots all growing up. and his wife is restriken with cancer. with no choice, he signs on the army for health insurance for his wifey. but at what cost? he'll miss his children's teen years. prom, concerts and all. he wont be there, when his wife really needs him. he doesnt want to go either, but he does it. bravery and love.

just imagine the moment before seeing someone go off, for a long time, when you need them the most. the last kiss, the last hug, the last goodbye. where do one find the strength and courage to weather this storm? how do people with such circumstances, live life every day, knowing an end is just round the next bend, but still face front, making it work?

at a lost of words now. cant really think well how to describe.

then next, watched the video of a father going through the IronMan with his disabled child. at some point, he really looked like his every next step was going to be a fall. how does he do it? where does he find the strength to endure, and persevere that next stride, to push forward and never give up.

simple words, and simpl logic. but its not you and me who can be.

this post doesnt sound like me at all. i feel so weird reading it ;x