today, i realised why people can get married, but not to the ones they truely love. okay, maybe not realise, but i see 'it' now. i understand. its true, i used to be like, gawking when people tell me or i hear that someone someone didnt marry the one he she really loved. i used to think that, what. how is that even possible. how do you ever sign a life contract, not with and to the one your heart is truely with?

but today is an amazing day. i understood. you may like someone, but you may never be with him or her, for now or for life. and guess what. it's actually fine.

i used to think that love and being together are the same altogether. but no, it isnt. loving someone isnt really about spending time together, and making each other happy. call it warped mentality or whatever intelligently insulting words, but i beg to differ. loving someone sometimes has to be kept in your heart. the only person that should ever know, for the better of mankind and all living things on earth, is yourself. and within yourself, keep it to your heart only. and solely your heart. everything else doesnt matter, and neither do they need to know.

because, thats all that matters. love doesnt involve care, concern, time, effort and what shits. it's just a feeling which you know it, within yourself. it need not be told, it need not be expressed. everything i've said sounds exactly like as if i'm going against all traditions and sparking a war that will split humanity into two, but. its the truth. at some point in time, when people go through certain phases, the blinker goes on, and it all clicks.

maybe i'm right, maybe i'm wrong. maybe this was all a lie, a paragraph of bullshit that is nothing more than an attempt to disrupt your peaceful cycle of thoughts and cause a flick within your circuit. maybe, or maybe not. then again, like love, the truth is deep within me, and its only i who will ever know it.