you'll know it when you're finally at how i am now. there's no reason why lecturers cry, why everyone's sad, why every fb status is about leaving school and the sadness that follows. why we wanna do things "for one last time". because there's no other chance. anymore. we wont get "another time", or "later". i cant walk through the gates of SP and think, its bloody 8am and i'm dead tired and i hate school. no. i dont have a school anymore. you are right. i'm 19 already. and that's why, because i'm 19, i am how i am now - lost and sad, unlike you, who are not in my shoes. not even close. stop saying i dont understand. try understanding me, and you'll think differently.

but then again, its too late. you're just like a part of SP, gone with the wind.