its been 3 weeks. imy. sigh.

i still think of you everyday. i just realised i loved you more than i ever did, to anyone. yes, anyone. i'm holding myself strong, i wont falter. i wont fall for you any deeper, i wont hurt you anymore. i'll remind myself that you wont be happy, so i wont ever call you more than once a week. i wont. i must stop myself.

sigh. but i all doesnt matter. anymore.